Marat Earendel

Marat Earendel is an Afro-Indigenous, queer writer who blends gothic atmosphere with the absurdity of existence. His work explores existentialist themes through horror, desire, and the strange tenderness of monsters.

Content Warnings

for Awaken, My Love

  • Explicit Sexual Content (a lot of it)

  • Choking (during sex because they're both, you know…)

  • Graphic violence & Body Horror (detailed, including torture and aftermath)

  • Blood (by god, so much blood)

  • Death & Murder (multiple)

  • Mental and Physical Abuse ( both on-page and implied)

  • Childhood trauma & non sexual grooming (referenced)

  • Emotional manipulation and coercion (not between protagonists)

  • Mental illness (depression, emotional detachment, dissociation, intrusive thoughts)

  • Possible Suicidal ideation (protagonist expresses thoughts of wishing for nonexistence)

  • Animal death (brief flashback)

  • Possible Dubious Consent (adding it here to be extra careful, not between the couple)

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